Why I am starting this blog? Good question.
I have never managed to keep a diary from more than a few weeks and always cringe when I read any of them back. Anyway I think it is probably a need to get the stuff in my brain out in the world. I usually keep this stuff inside, not a typical girl always spilling the beans to my friends about my life. Hoping if I get it down in black and white I can make sense of everything.
I think people have the wrong impression of me - they think I am so together, confident, organised and happy etc but it is far from the truth.
I have not clue what I am doing, 35 yrs on this earth and still have no idea..................
Any way going to treat this like an ordinary diary.
Today my partner has already manged to blame me for my middle son forgetting to pick up his lunch on his way out of the house. Apparently I should spend my whole morning ensuring all 3 kids have all the correct books etc for school and that they take all these things out the house. Mmmmm somehow I do not think so. The oldest are 12 and 11 and I firmly believe that boys need to learn that girls are not here to do everything for them. I have made their lunch, I should not have to chase them down the street with it. I give my self enough guilt complexes without adding to the list.
Any way off to the youngest's harvest festival in a short while should be fun, his teacher said he falls asleep in assembly when the rest of school are singing at the top of their voices. Hoping won't be the case today but will see....
Better get off my arse and do some boring stuff - you now the crap no one else can be bothered doing but soon notice when it is not done.
The Bathroom looks like it has been attacked by a mold monster, ewww, going on strike last week did not get any one else doing a thing, that plan backfired.
